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Trials

Lots of posts today...

In regards to my previous two posts about "life", I forgot to add that one of my favorite songs (Trials, by Jackopierce) sums it all up pretty well:

All the lessons I’ve learned
All the money I’ve burned
All the things that I thought were but they weren’t
All were trials that added up to her

All these lovers making compromise
Trying to make sacrifice for love
Hoping things will only get better but they don’t
Only posed to see them fall

I know
I’ve seen it before
I do believe that failed relationships, broken hearts, and just dumb mistakes are all trials that lead you to the perfect solution. You just have to have the patience to ride through them and the clarity to see them as what they are: trials. If you don't see them as trials and try to force something that isn't, you may end up falling. I am so thankful that I have yet to fall, and I hope I never do.
The last line of the song is "What I do not deserve I do not deny." I'm still not 100% sure how I read that line and what it means to me, but I know I like it.

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Jimmy Hinton said…
Hey KCW,

Since you're a John Mayer fan maybe you should read these lyrics to. I believe them in your case.

+++++++++++++

I'm a lazy lover
Undercover
Wasting time
Then one day in summer
I changed my number
To cut my line

Good love is on the way
I've been lonely but I know I'll be okay
Good love is on the way

3 years broken hearted
But now her ghost is finally gone
Done with broken people
This is me
I'm working on (all i know)

Good love is on the way
I've been lonely but I know' I'll be okay
Good love is on the way

Good to go for wherever I'm needed
Bags are packed and I’m
Down by the door
You can take all the tricks up my sleeve
I don't need them anymore

Good love is on the way
I've been lonely but I know I'll be ok
Good love is on the way
I've been lonely, lonely but i know
Good love is on the way
Good love is on the way, on the way, on the way
September 1, 2008 at 7:49 PM
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