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Snow Run

Wednesday night I went on the best run of my life. No lie. I was excited about it, looking forward to it, and it far exceeded my expectations. It again was just to be a one hour run, my second on my "comeback," but this time in the snow. It was more like freezing rain with a few tiny snow flakes when I got to the park, but it was full-on bona fide snow less than half way through my run.

When I got to the park I got a bit nervous because NO ONE was there. It was only 5:30, but still dark. I know it isn't totally safe to run alone, especially when the park appeared so empty, but I was not going to let that deter my snow run. There ended up being a handful of people around, so I never felt unsafe, and it was still almost like I got to enjoy this little secret wonderland all to my self.

I immediately reverted back to a small child when I got out of my car and giggled with each snow flake that landed on my jacket or head. Within a few minutes of running, a snow flake landed on my lip and I cautiously licked it off - looking around to make sure no one saw me in my child-like state. Each street light brought a new, different, and more spectacular than the last show. After a while I saw some much bigger flakes and had convinced myself they were random feathers because surely we wouldn't have flakes as big as a quarter in our area. Nope - soon enough more and more of the flakes were taking on the larger size and hitting me from all directions.

I cannot recall a time when I have been more happy and content and in total awe of God. I prayed a lot for Baby Bella while I was out there and was filled with His Spirit like never before. I had no stress, no worries, no concerns, for that night I was truly running with God. He surprises you when you least expect it, for just the day before I was telling everyone there was no way it was going to snow and I'm sure the weather guys were just getting bored and needed something to talk about. I thanked Him for the ability to run, and for all the wonderful things I have in my life right now.

I was smiling my entire run from ear to ear - something that has never happened before. I ran half the way with my mouth wide open too - catching more and more snow flakes as the miles passed by. Of course I tried to act like the mature, serious 27 yr old runner that I really am when other people passed by.

The 40 degree difference in temperatures from my Monday night run to my Wednesday night run also helped me run a tiny bit faster. I averaged a whopping 13:09 min/mile this time around and was able to run the last 3 miles straight without having to stop because my heart rate was too high. Funny how three months ago I would have been appalled at the idea of running so slow, and funny how Wednesday I was able to say that was my best run ever. It is going to take some serious patience to stick with this plan, but for now I think it is the best thing for me.

Comments

Jill (& Bob) said…
It's so wonderful to hear you so happy! Glad you were able to enjoy the snow, a run and have quality time with God - funny how he shows up when you least expect it
CoachLiz said…
My son and I had a great time running in the snow and seeing the lights in River Oaks that same evening.

Good to see you at the HRTC party and the Jingle Bell Run yesterday!
Benson said…
Wow, that sounds absolutely awesome!
You're doing great so far, keep it up.

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