Seriously. I have spent my Saturday night with my DVR and Zoe's chocolate cake. Wow. This sucks. I think I'm going to work tomorrow "for fun." I am definitely looking forward to next weekend as I don't know how many more loser days and nights I can take.
Sigh. Here we are again. We knew all along we would be able to start the process for baby #2 when Sloane was nine months old. I had said we did not necessarily want kids that close together, but knew just because we started then did not mean we would get pregnant then. If I had only known how true that is becoming. Silly us had started having visions of three kids. The only way we can have three kids is to have things go smoothly, not lose embryos, and not lose time. Well, so far we have lost an embryo and a lot of time in the quest for our next baby. I breezed through prep for our transfer in early May. The stress load was so much less than before because I thought we had it figured out. We had Sloane as a great distraction. My lining was better than it has ever been before - by far. Then, the day after Mother's Day, I found out it did not work. And I was immediately thrown back into the depths of infertility hell....
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i saw you briefly at kw before the group run...wasnt able to say hiya...
i hear ya on the dvr...
I thought you were not supposed to be eating Zoe's chocolate cake. Shhh, I won't say anything if you won't rat me out on eating the bun on a chicken sandwich yesterday.
I was already crushed tonight when the guy at My Fit Foods informed me that my favorite chicken alfredo is very dairy. Ugh.