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Update to last night's post

I went back and read my post and it sounds like I may be kind of just whiny and lonely. That really isn't the case at all. I don't want just anyone to show up in my life - I want the right one to show up in my life. Waiting for whoever that person has been a huge exercise in patience, but I do believe good things come to those who wait. I don't want to be with someone right now just to not be alone. Hanging out with myself isn't all that bad! I'd much rather be alone than be with someone I'm not totally thrilled about. I have always seen a lot of people around me in relationships just because they seem convenient, or it seems like people can't stand to be alone. If that is what they want, more power to them, it just really isn't what I'm looking for.

So, I will continue to wait as patiently as possible, but then again, those who know me know that sometimes patience isn't exactly my strong suit! Oh well, such is the life!

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Jane said…
oh boy, i wish i could help you with this, but I'm in the same boat!
August 26, 2008 at 4:52 AM
Sarah said…
I don't know you, so I feel a little weird saying this, BUT -- things really do work out if you're patient. They have for me anyway.
August 26, 2008 at 5:13 PM
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